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the weekend
17:23 Feb 27 2005
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Well this weekend has been completely boring, i aint done that much just been watching tv, listening to music and playing on some games.
i cut my hair and got to re-dye it going to do it tonight so that should be ok, its been ok out the sun has been shining loads, which is a pain but nevermind.
Got work tomorrow so that should be so much fun, listening to them go on bout what they had to eat over the weekend, wonder if they'll leave me alone, knowing my luck ill be in the office with them asking me whats wrong and stuff like that lol cant wait.
i never oiled my swords and knives, which i was supposed to, might do them later if the bordom gets to me, might practice with them later aswell.
Thats bout it really, my whole weekend summed up in bout 2 paragraphs, what fun.
End of the day
18:16 Feb 24 2005
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Well today was actually, well besides from the sun being out again.
those women actually got the message, they left me alone, until 4 i mean 30 mins till the end of the day and thats the time they choose to start talking to me, so i ended up telling them yet again to leave me alone, lets hope they get the mesage this time cause if i have to ill make a recording and play it loud in their fucking ears.
apart from that it was still boring and just dull, but i was kept busy which was a change, now im home and just doing some updates on my profile and writing in here.
got no plans for later, just going to be either on here see if any friends come on, or i might play on my ps2 and try and do this level on ace combat. oh well nevermind just another day in my life.
another day
06:17 Feb 24 2005
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well lets see yesterday was a right day wasnt it, the sun was shining, my head was pounding and work was so boring.
and now today i got to do it all again, wonder what ill be doing today, ummm lets see either motors, ends or dare i say it, if he aint in ill be packing, and he better be in cause i aint packing in this sunlight, i will end up passing out, well at least i wud get to go home lol.
all the woman say that its cold and all thats only cause the only part of their body they use is their arms, they sit down and build, where as i got a heater blowing heat on me, plus the sun shining down on me while i lift boxes of motors.
this is going to be one hell of a day, wonder if jenna will be in today, she was away yesterday so that shud be fun i suppose, well not really cause she always wears tight jeans and stuff but nevermind.
i think i need to cut my hair and re dye it cause its getting a bit long and the colour is growing out.
well wish me luck for today, i think im going to need it lol LET THE FUN BEGIN.
work again
18:47 Feb 22 2005
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well lets see now i didnt go into work yesterday cause well i cud not be bothered, i got up on time and everything but then went straight back to sleep, for bout an hour.
work today was ok, it was a girls birthday today, her name is jenna and she is so well hot if i cud get a pic of her ill put it up here but doubt i ever will get a pic of her soit dont matter.
i kept out of everyones way today, the sun was shining down on me so that was not a very good start at all, looking round then getting blinding it was annoying to say the least.
first thing everyone asked was "did u do anything good yesterday" or "so where were u yesterday", felt like saying "well not here" but nevermind, ummm what else nothing much else happened, did work (bet thats a shocker to u all lol) and yeah, i was so bored plus with the sun shining if i had rested they wud not have woken me back up i could have gone off to sleep a treat, the work is repetitive, the same thing everyday and its just well boring, but its work so i aint complaining, well i am but nevermind, it keeps me occupied rather than staying in the house doing nothing i suppose.
and now my comp has a virus, so ill finish this later FUCK!!!!
well back now and its fixed, ummm i dont know what else to say now so guess ill leave it there, wonder how work will go tomorrow lol.
work
19:31 Feb 18 2005
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those women in work are really fucking getting to me now, i was in a good mood this morning, not happy bout anything but civil and all that to them. bout 2 hours later i just kept myself to myself and got on with my work, shut there erritating voices out my head and the first thing they say is "he's in a bad mood again" and im not in a bad mood, i just want them to leave me alone for a bit thats all, come monday now im just going to say to them afor like the 100th time that im not in a bad mood, its just i want u to leave me alone, see if it sinks into their heads.
they all are 2 faced, god knows what they said bout me after lunch, cause i went home at 1, id like to know what was said though, not that they'd ever tell me.
but there we go another fun day at work, cant beat it really, going to be bored over the weekend now, hope some of my friends come on here so we can talk, but i dunno.
oh well till next time.
just another day
17:58 Feb 17 2005
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well i got my new sword yesterday, so thats ok ill put a pic of it in my portfolio later.
my day today was ok, was having a laugh at work today, by that imean winding them right up, i drained the energy right out of them, they were all tired and i was the only one who was lively, it was great.
dunno what there is to do now, probably see if anyone comes on here, aint talked to jenny in a while, hope she is ok and everything, ummm thats bout it really might have a few drinks tonight and pracyice with my knife a bit.
oh well nevermind, lifes a bitch.
the week begins
06:14 Feb 14 2005
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well here we go again
this should be a mad laugh, wonder what this week will have in store.
those women will do my head in again, i know it but ill just go into shut down mode and not say anything, im supprised they aint gone to the office and said that im acting weird.
Do u know what they did, i was packing one day in the sun its going to be hot and im going to sweat a bit like any guy wud, they fucking go to the office and the next thing i know is im in there talking to paul (the floor walker), and he is asking me to control my body odour, can u belive that, so i came out of there laughing my head off, went up to the woman and asked if i stick, they said yes of course so i just lost it and told them that next time they got a problem with me to tell it to my face, those stupid women.
They think i have forgot bout it but i aint, but fair do's they have been nice to me but to be honest i cant really be bothered with them anymore, im just there cause its a job, im there to work not to talk to them lot.
Well that bout does it i suppose , let the fun begin ill probably be writing in here again when i get home from work so catch u then, have fun im sure i wont be.
dont have one
23:05 Feb 11 2005
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well lets see whats been happening all with me
well firstly work is still shit but nevermind, oh and my ex told me that she dont even consider me a friend so thats out the window.
my mind is starting to either get to full of questions i cant seem to answer, or when i do answer them i end up with more questions than i originally started with, lol so dont know whats going on there.
not doing anyhting over the weekend i dont think, hope that i talk to jenny more though, i find her an interesting person, even though i never have anything to talk bout lol, sorry jenny
thats it for now i think, cant think of nothing else to write so ummmmmmmm ............... bye.
there aint no title for this
21:00 Feb 07 2005
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i hate the way my ex keeps on talking bout her new bf, it really gets me down, i still love her and ive told her that and i know i should move on and i do wanna stay friends with her its just i dont wanna hear bout her and her bf.
whats worse is now she has told me that they are going to paris for valentines and it just makes me wanna end it all right now, cause i aint got no one and im never going to have a girl to hold close and share times with, i know i should enjoy being single but when u been in a relationship for 2 years, and thought it was going good its kind of hard to forget.
even though every time she wanted to end it and then changed her mind, she then tells me she wished she ended it sooner.
we aint even spoke in ages and im still finding it hard i dunno whats wrong with me, i think i should just forget bout it all, bout her and ever finding someone and retreat back to the dark cliff in my mind, it felt like hell but it was familier and to me it was home, i really wanna cut my arms open at this moment i really do, but ill just get interagated by everyone at work and they will show support and all even though all i want them to do is just fuck off out of my life, and i have told them that on many occasions but it wont sink into their small heads.
think ill have tomorrow off work and just think and stuff, try and obtain some peace from this world i live in.
my life
18:15 Feb 07 2005
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well i think my life sucks.
people always keep telling me "you know there are worse people off than urself" and stuff like that but really im not interested in them, at the moment im to busy with my own problems, dont get me wrong i'll listen to anyones problems and help in anyway i can, but if i cant help then i hope that the person or persons can understand that its nothing personal, i just got alot on my head.
Well work today was just so slow and boring, i was completely in shut off mode, didnt wanna talk to anyone, didnt really listen either but had no choice, cause of it being work and all.
Nevermind eh, at the end of the day i'll say what i always say. life's a bitch.
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